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I’m tear soaked and sapped right now. Just came home from couples therapy. I had decided that I couldn’t take more of this space, and handed Jacqui all of her things before the session started. We’ll be seeing each other one more time for her to hand me my stuff.<\/p>\n
I’ve been wondering if there’s anything I could have done differently. And I’ll certainly be exploring this with my therapist in the months to come. <\/p>\n
In the meantime, supper is a handful of stale CHEEZ NAKS. They’re on the other side of the flat, and I can’t really be bothered to get up and get them. My car’s parked outside. I had intended to come upstairs, grab my gym stuff, and head out for a vigorous workout. But I’m gutted.<\/p>\n
I wonder what this is all about. I’ve spent all of my adult life learning how to be a better person. I’ve spent tons of time in therapy learning about myself. I’m normally a pretty astute judge of human nature. So what makes it so difficult to stay in a beautiful relationship? (And from what I’ve gleaned in couples therapy, Jacqui also found it beautiful.)<\/p>\n
Anyway. I’m going to be very sore for a while. And Jacqui is too. And I wish we were able to reach out and comfort each other. And be with each other. She said in therapy today that she thinks it may very well have been a factor of timing for her. Maybe we started our journey together a little too early.<\/p>\n
I know this is soppy, but at the end of the session, I told her that I would like her to know that the door is open, and that maybe we’re both incredibly reactive right now, and that maybe given time, some possibility might open up.<\/p>\n
Ah well. I think I’d best go and watch some soppy movie. Even popcorn is better than stale CHEEZ NAKS.<\/p>\n
And who knows, maybe I’ll meet the new love of my life in the cinema? <\/p>\n